Reviewing my 2021 needed a Conversation with God
To know oneself in the experience of love is what I desire for you.”
These days if the truth be known I do battle with some depression at times. It is rooted in grief, trauma and hormones though I’ve come to accept that it is part of who I am now. This part of me is often triggered by life and I find it highlights where I’m not happy in life and can very quickly lead me down a rabbit hole of negativity before I get to that moment of surrender.
I headed down that road recently as I began to feel the weight of exhaustion as I started thinking about my vision for 2022. You see, for 15years I have held the flame of having a spiritual business that not only inspires others and allows me to make a difference in this world, but one that also financially supports me and gives me to freedom to live how I want to live. All the spiritual gurus say that possible right!
Early on in 2021, I came to accept this may not be how it’s meant to be and I chose to seek income outside of my business, so we could live the abundant lifestyle that is in our hearts. I was no longer going to allow a lack in my business to hold me back from that. Enter retraining in Real Estate as I chose to do something I would love, amid balancing a 4day a week casual accounts role with a former boss that came up right after I made that decision.
Here I am at the end of the year though with no real estate job or foreseeable pathway there. Most of my time given to pay bills and a business that I CAN see it’s lighted pathway only I’m too time poor and battle weary to give it what it really needs.
I’m learning though that when I need guidance these days, it calls for me to put pen to paper and so this morning I did just that, calling on God to share with me what it is I need to know.
To me when I speak with God, I’m bypassing Spirit and going to the ultimate higher power of consciousness. For me, Spirit has a sense of me in it, the Universe has a sense of the collective consciousness while God is the all knowing and creator of all that. In some weird way this feels ‘higher’ than Spirit or the Universe and may be a left over from my Catholic upbringing but hey it works for me.
I don’t converse with God all that often, just in those moments where I’m on my knees, out of answers for too long and desperate for change. What came through during this conversation was well worth sharing with you as I know it is something we all need to know and appreciate about living a spiritual lifestyle.
Here is what God had to say…
G – man: This is a world you will leave behind in the not too distant future (meaning my day job)
Me: Where have I heard that before (yes I get sassy when I’m not happy even with God)
G – man: But first you must see yourself as we see you
Me: Yeah, I’ve heard that too. Why is it so hard?
G – man: This is the experience I have given you. Given all of my children.
The experience to love themselves as I do. To come to love is the human experience. To know oneself in the experience of love is what I desire for you.
The question you missed yesterday is “What would love do here?”
I know you are tired and battle weary. Let go of those battles, as this is not what I seek for you. Encapsulate love in all you do. Be who you truly are – LOVE. inSpire with Love.
In amongst the weeds the dream is growing and it will blossom into a flower – just keep going.
I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments below on your takeaways from this article.
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Hi, I’m Kerrie Wearing and I support you to manifest a life you love.
With this raw and real bio I want you to know I’m just an everyday person like you who happens to have manifested the ability to communicate with Spirit and live life with the love of Spirit.
My love for this life sees me use my mediumship and my 5 pillars of feminine manifesting to support you with manifesting a life you love.
In addition, as a Real Estate sales assistant with Rachael Goldsworthy Realty in the Hawkesbury region of NSW, Australia I am your go to advisor for all things Real Estate and manifesting your dream home.
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